Well I'm still alive! Long story short, Shit happened and I felt like my whole world was just turned upside down. I kind of just went numb, and gave up on a lot of things. I guess I was depressed I think I still am. Only recently have I been able to work through my situation. Now I just feel guilty for letting people down. I stopped writing which is just a disappointment to myself, really. I also disconnected myself from friends and family. I use to talk to my sister- in - law everyday, and then I just stopped. I didn't call at all. It had nothing to do with her, just that I felt completely empty. I was consumed by my own drama, fear and despair. I miss talking to her soooo much, and now I don't even know how to call her up and say I'm sorry, for being such a crappy friend. I did the same to my best friend, and now I'm trying to make a point of keeping in touch even if it's only an email.
Anyways, I miss my blog. I miss my friends. I'm gonna try and do better.